Questions With No Answers

Question:

Should I start blogging again?

What would I blog about?

Would you read it?

Could I keep it up?

Its been a while but Im back

My first year in college is vastly coming to a close. I count it as a close of a chapter in this book called life. I have met some friends and made some foes but through it all it has been a unique experience. I didnt wild out and party but I had many nights of laughs with friends, and way more movie nights then I could ever count. I have made many memories here and I am excited to see the ones I will make in the years to come

MUsIK Me!

tune transplant

so now i play a new song

my heart is a radio

pumping the melody of my mood

music dancing through my veins

a pep in my step

my gait too smooth

cant help but to swing, sway and drop to the thumb of my valves

the bass of my nerve endings makes me feel the softest vibration

my interal song plays on repeat

my walk plays jill scott's "lets take a long walk"

my love screams chris botti's "thousand kisses deep"

my life is frayed by my taylored swift change of tracks

my roots dig deep into fertile ground

i mos def feel my thriving spirit

longing to be free

my radio moves to the rythm of the moment

sneeze to pause my musik

life without musik kills my radio

MUsIC Me!

Merry Christmas!!!! So its been a long while since I have made a post...but im back now so look out for new post

I LOST MY COMPOSITION BOOK TODAY...ITS ALL BAD! MY PIECES, MY SHORTS, MY RANDOM THOUGHTS COULD BE ANY WHERE. ITS ALL LOST FOREVER. I HOPE IT TURNS UP....FROWNS

ON A DIFFERENT NOTE:

THIS EVERYDAY FIGHT IS BEGINNING TO BE TOO MUCH. IM BEGINNING TO LOSE HOPE. LOSE STRENGTH, COURAGE, CONFIDENCE, SIGHT OF GOALS, AND MUCH MORE.

IM SO TIRED AND DRAINED. RIGHT NOW IT DOESNT SEEM WORTH IT AT ALL. I HAVE NO BACK UP AND IT SEEMS EVERYONE AROUND ME IS FALLING OFF THE WAGON. IM ON THIS JOURNEY ALL ALONE NOW. SIGHZ

the beauty of midnight

realizing the beauty of things.

in particular the midnight sky.

looking up at the sky in a mix of blue, black, and gray;

with silent shimers of stars.

and ever so perfect the moon stands in the middle of it all

much like the calm within peace.

no clouds to mask the sky's fairness.

tenderly kissed by the moon's glow,

embraced by the graceful gust of wind

silence other than the whisper of very distant car

never have i been so alone but felt so surrounded

facing the universe as it is

a chaotic portrait

painted to depict peace

Poem "Yesturday's News"

Yesterday’s news

The way you make me feel
You make me feel___ sad
My high spirit shot down
By cupids arrow
See cupids arrow shot me
And the arrow pierced my heart
But the arrow was too sharp and it
Penetrated through and broke my heart

See it was suppose to make me fall in love
But the arrow was tainted
So instead of loving you, I hated you
Just the thought of you makes me cringe
So how could I love yesterday’s news

See the butterflies I had in my stomach from you died
It seemed they turned into acid now I burning inside
See what you have down
I thought I was having fun
See I fell so deep
Deeper than deep
But can you see
I fell so deep in shallow water
See you didn’t feel the way I did
Its like I took a bid

See when I was with you I knew
But I was hiding from the true
As I hid from the true in you
I left myself in a vulnerable state
And this was never up for debate
I knew you didn’t care about me as I did you
I used to call to you my boo
See what you made me do
I’m not angry at you I’m angry at myself
You’re just another on my self
See you’re like a little girl’s doll
She plays with you and toys with you
But when she’d tired of you she gets rid of you

I would throw you away like yesterdays news _ but_
I was mesmerized by you