im back yo!

hey readers and or fellow bloggers. Im back...and check me out for new post.

sorry fellow bloggers...i have been off line for a while, underground taken care of some business. kinda went phantom for a while trying to sort some things out. but im back and stay tuned for up coming post

Oh so true

busy week

Sorry reader(s)...i have been a little busy this past week.
I started school and it is was kind of messy. my schedule is all messed up. i plan to get that fixed tomorrow. But now isnt the time to complain. Stay tuned for more post this coming week.

Back 2 Basics

today was just one of those days where i just wanted to be a kid again. i just wanted to be in ignorance bliss without a care in the world. i want my biggest worries to be what to bring to show and tell and not rejection from another job. i wanted go back to kindergarden where i could express myself in finger paints and it wouldnt be called abstract. i want to have nap time and a bed time. i want to be in a kids place where stress isnt a option. where bills dont seem to exist but u just know the lights, gas, phone etc is on and dont realize that it takes money to keep those things on. go back to the days where only the world you encounter is the world that exist...where war is just a fight and conflict between super heros on tv. back to watching cartoons on ktla after school...you know...pinky and the brain,and bobby's world or what about kcet...sesame street, bananas in pajamas, lamb chops...or nick...algeras window, gulla gulla island...man can i just have one day? maybe its best i dont go back...but how i wish i could just for a little while.

Calm Before The Storm

It was the night of the 14th of this month, and it was about 1 am in the morning. For some reason i decided to go out side at this hour at when i walked outside...it was this stillness in the atmosphere. Never had i experienced a moment like this... it was lightening with no thunder, the night wasnt hot nor cold, there was not even a slight gust of wind. the fact that there was absolutely no sound, was deafing. and to live in the inner city and not hear not one car creeping on the road was almost scary. and to look up at the sky to see blues, blacks and grays mix in the sky like a portrait of confusion that created such a mural of peace. i looked to the clouds and the connecting bolts of lightening and the pure moon...i, in that moment, awaited to see God's face. this encounter left me speechless and in a daze....and i knew for a fact that this was the calm before the storm.

And knowing this was the calm before the storm, i awaited for the storm and the storm came. Saturday morning came, and with it....death was at the door. Two women of God was called on home that i knew. And though, morbid as this could be, it is the storm much after the calm.

one bad interview!

i realized that if you were to interview me as a poet...
that would be a boring interview!
yeah ppl say i write good even great poems...
but if you were to ask me, what was going thru my head, what was going on when i wrote the poem, what inspired the poem....i honestly couldnt tell you
its like when i write, i just write and mold a poem from the random words later!!!
it doesnt take an inspiration to write most of my poems...weird i know!