first day to the rest of my life!

TODAY is the first day to the rest of my life!!!!

im going to the next level now, im talking spiritually. its time to put away all my childish things, rid of anything that can lead to my demise. the word of God says "when i was a child i spoke as a child..." now i have grown in the body of Christ. my faith will never be compromised, never will i let anyone or anything question my faith. i say faith not religion because religion, in my opinion, provides answers to all questions asked; where as faith is your trust in God without total understanding. what im saying is "walk by faith not by sight".

Master Divinity

For you i would give up my child
my body i would defile
give it to me, until i say no more
you gave me what i want and forever i will adore

you are an uncontrollible temptation
your strength- i crave
your power, an idol, a fixation
alas i have become your slave

i need you like non other
cocaine...i lust for you to my core
you got me so high i cant get sober
why cant i have more?

i have fallen under your sovereignty
you're my one and only zeal
you have become my divinity
to have you i would kill

i wrote this as an english assignment. its pains me to say that cocaine and other drugs do become peoples addictions to the point they in a sense reverence the drug itself. even as the writer of this poem it was hard to stomach because it told a story of so many drug addicts, some close to home. if i had known this poem would be so morbid and depressing i would have probably never wrote it. however, im glad i did.